Once loved...once trusted...now theres nothing left but the trail of shadows from deciet,betrayal...leaving only something thrown out...unwanted...used
Must be nice to be a User...all the pleasure and no pain. Taking all that is good and leaving a wake of tormented emotional chaos...
Users dont look back, have no regrets....doing self-destruction through others.
Users have no heart to see what is right, love what is good, keep what is real...being loved for their greatness as well as their horribleness-is despised by them with no appreciation...
Users drain emotions and everything they can... incapable of giving back to those that truly cared,leaving them a drained shell...while the once trusted User...turns their back and just walks away...

For you....

Becuase of you i am worthy..
Becuase of you i am whole...
Because of you i am no longer lost...
Because of you i am wonderful....
I am true and real and special because i have found you and you have let me in...
You have forgivin me before i even trespass and i need no other thing but from what you give and have for me...
I am complete and set free for you have brought me back to life from the death of blindness..
Oh my sweet Lord....you have made me who i am, my good and you right my bad...you are the love of my utmost highest and through you i will love others more profoundly...
You've set my life in motion....pre-planned my day by day and in all things....
You've brought me a great love and guide me when i am struggling...keeping me straight so i do not lose faith...
You guide me in my darkest moments....through my troubled thoughts and broken heart...
You remind me who is true and what is right...

And I am so thankful...even through my dark days....
'In you i am fearfully and wonderfully made'

Poison...

I am filled with despair…my heart wrenching open…
I am my own calamity…my own poison… afflicting wounds I cannot retrieve…
And now, there is no cure for the broken heart that I have
Seeping deep…cutting too unfathomable… I have love and hope to give… I am daylight to the darkness….but my pain is too deep and cuts it wide
Hopeless…empty…lost…
Crying into the empty bed…I alone must share…
Theres no going back...
Theres no do-overs...
I am chained to my mistakes and ripped apart...

Wanna play...?

I got the naughty on my mind...you're part of the play...i need us to act it out-feel your hot hard body against me-are you game...?no strings attached...b.c youll never catch me.Think on it...dream on it..and when you awake in passionate sweats youll have my number as a remedy

Erotica

I dreamt of you last night...

Your lips on mine as your hands caressed my body...the heat of your naked skin rubbing against mine as I ache for you...the feeling of you in my hands as your tongue traces me...your fingers playing... my mind slipping away as you slip deep inside...

When I awoke I could still taste your lips on mine...the heat of your body...as my body longed for release...that only you can give me...

Endearment

My mind preoccupied with endless thoughts of you
Like a welcoming plague seeping deep into me...
Consumed with heated fantasies of our lovemaking
Longing to wake up and fall asleep with you....
My emotions aching for reciprocated fondness
My heart enraptured by you...
Yet I am weak and fragile with fear....easy to break and hard to repair
Dreaming in the clouds...
No rush baby...I need to take it slow....just need to know if your for real.....
Because, my sweet...I can't help but have a crush on you...

Stolen...

Empty...shattered....broken....scattered...
Where has it been taken to?
I cannot feel it any longer...
Emptied from within
Scattered throughout
Broken in pieces
Scattered about...
Lost and hurt...blinded by hope...
Wanting more...getting less...made worthless...
Youve taken it....you've stolen my heart....
And I am lost without it...bring it back to me...
I'm waiting...